I hate them so much, I decided to make a tag because I expect to right more about it, and I think it might entertain me if I ever look back on my posts using that tag as a filter. :D Oh, an alternative title for this post is, “Wednesday is also game night!”, because… it is. To be honest, though, tonight was the first night they’ve played on a Wednesday since I got here a little over a month ago. The first week, I arrived on Wednesday at midnight, the next week, they cancelled because my dad and I went to the Frankfurt Philharmonic, the week after that, Lili went to dinner with some friends. Then, Olivia arrived, so we cancelled, then Peng Bing went to some province on vacation with her daughter. I was actually really surprised because Olivia and I were watching Arrested Development when she asked if the person talking in the living room was our dad. He had come home early, and Lili was there too, so I was surprised… I might have greeted her with, “What are you doing here?” and in retrospect, I hope it didn’t come out in a rude way. I just have no sense of the days anymore, and Peng Bing didn’t show up until after dinner, so I didn’t quite know what was going on until I realized it was Wednesday.
I got to talk to Branden a little bit earlier today. My mom called at 8:30am to let us know that she had arrived home safely, and I had been up until 2:30am the previous night watching “ef~ a tale of memories,” so it was a little early for me, lol. My mom actually called Olivia’s cell phone, but then she went from talking to Olivia to talking to me, then she handed the phone to Branden, who was apparently hanging out with Chris (Michelle, my best friend’s, boyfriend). I was barely awake anyway, so I didn’t have much to say. I wake up really slowly and I can be pretty grumpy if I’m woken up. XD We did manage to talk a bit later in the day on msn, but not for very long. I think I’m getting homesick. I shouldn’t be surprised, because this does always end up happening if I stay for two months. A month to a month and a half is about the perfect amount of time for me, but if I stay a month, my grandmother complains that my stay is too short. My dad tells me that she’s lonely in the house by herself. Since he lives in this apartment with her, and he works from 8am-6pm, she’s by herself for the better part of the day most days. She does take a nap in the afternoon and plays mah jong from 3pm-5pm, but I’m sure she gets lonely. My dad told me last year it’s because she’s still adjusting to my grandfather’s death, which happened only last January, and that makes me feel very sad for my poor little Chinese grandmother. She can be hard to talk to sometimes. Although I’m sure she doesn’t mean to, she can say some annoying things. She berrates us any time she thinks we’re not eating something, and she’s not the only one. I think it’s pretty commonplace in this country, but I don’t understand the purpose of it.
Olivia and I went to the Expo yesterday. My dad suddenly went out at around 8:30pm on Monday, and he came home at aroud 9:30pm with a video camera, lol. So when we went to the Expo, I wanted to record some footage of the inside so my grandmother could see. She could go if she wanted to, but she’d have to go in a wheelchair. Her legs are weak and she couldn’t possibly do the amount of walking that’s required for a day at the Expo. When we got there, we headed straight for the ferry. Unfortunately, that was an hour wait in a noisy, crowded line. When we finally got to the other side of the river, Pudong, we headed straight for Zone C (we were in Zone A, and it’s a significant walk to get to the other side of the Expo) in order to find the France Pavilion. We would have taken a bus, but the line was ridiculous, so we walked on the elevated walkway instead, which I think is a wonderful feature. I was able to get a shot of quite a few pavilions just on our journey. When we finally got to the Europe side, we had to ask some Expo Volunteers to find our way. The area’s huge and there’s a lot of tall walkways and big buildings blocking your view, so it’s easy to get lost. Before we made it to France, we found Germany, where we stopped to have some German beer. I’m not much of a drinker and I’ve never really liked the taste of beer, but I thought it was a worthwhile experience and the taste truly is different. After a little research (we looked at our map!), I notice that France was… right next to Germany. Surprise! So when we finished our beer, we got in line for the France pavilion. The wait was an hour and a half, and I don’t really know if it was worth the wait, but going inside gave us a good idea of what the inside looked like, lol. My grandma kept telling everyone about how the last time I went to the Expo, I walked around until I got tired, didn’t go into any of the pavilions because of the long lines, and then came home because I was hungry and couldn’t read any of the menus. All of that was true, except I think the outsides of the buildings are mostly more interesting than the insides, and you don’t have to wait in line to see them. Also, I wish I had realized that day that every pavilion had a restaurant. I might have stayed longer, but I still wouldn’t have stayed as long as they liked because earlier that day, I had tried, but failed to get an Expo Passport and I didn’t want to wait in lines for several hours if I couldn’t get my passport stamped, only to have to return later (I was pretty determined to get that passport) and stand in the same line just for a stamp. Oh… France Pavilion’s stamp was broken.
After we got out of the France Pavilion, we went to the restaurant in the Switzerland Pavilion. The menu was small, but the food was good. The menu was in courses, meal 1, 2 or 3. You would buy one and recieve veggies, meat and cheese and some bread for an appetizer, a meat dish and a side dish or two for the entree and then desert. The portions were smaller than anything you’d see in America, but they were even and it felt like eating just the right amount. Unfortunately, when we went to pay the bill, we discovered that we were short. We had brought 700 yuen with us, spent 100 on the beer and only had 602 left. Our bill was 620. After some calls, our dad said he would meet us in an hour, which is what we told the cashier and the manager. They let us leave, but Olivia insisted on the phone that our dad didn’t have to drive for an hour just to pay 18 yuen. I wasn’t okay with just skipping the remainder when they had let us leave on good faith, but our dad said we would go back at a later date and give them the money we owed them. I just feel really guilty because I know they probably hate us and it was our fault.
After that fiasco, we browsed the Expo at night. Some of the lights are actually on all day, like Switzerland, but the view is colorful and nice to look at, lol. We found some short lines in Africa, like Angola and Algeria, and went in to browse. In the end, we did manage to get a couple of stamps, lol!
Wow, I can’t believe I still have more to say. I already feel like this is the longest post ever, so feel free to stop reading at any time. Anyway, lately, I’ve been feeling kind of overwhelmed. This always happens to me right around this time of year because I never sign up for my classes early, so I always end up worrying about what to do about my schedule and what classes to take while I’m in China… and can’t do anything about it. I’ve also been kind of wound lately because my linkshell is changing leadership. The last two founders of the linkshell, and the people who pretty much been running everything for the past year or more, Rylei and Kiali, are leaving the game. I know that Empire’s not going to be the same without them, and I’m kind of torn about whether I want to stay with the linkshell, which is going to be under new leadership (I really don’t adapt well to change… … …) or if I’m going to leave. I can’t make up my mind. I certainly have reasons to want to stay, and reasons to want to leave, but my gut is telling me to run like hell before the ship goes crashing down. I’ve even thought about leaving the server. If I make that decision though, I want to make it clean. I don’t want any sneakiness, or any lies, or any drama and even though I’m afraid of what others may think of me if I leave (hence, why I want to leave the server…) I also don’t want them to hate me or think badly of me. I want to wait and see, because I think it might all be okay, but on the other hand, I don’t know if I can handle endgame anymore. I’m all endgamed out. It’s too much constant moving, constant going, always charging forward, rarely stopping to rest, and I always feel like I’m behind. I haven’t played FFXI just to play FFXI in a while, but I know there are so many things I just can not do without a big group. It makes me want to quit… The frustrating thing is that this is a game, yet not a game. I can’t believe I can worry so much about something that’s supposed to be fun!
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